I know that I will be going home soon, packing, cleaning.
But I can't go home yet.
I know that I can't go home yet, so I try to nest and feel at home here, but I know I'm leaving soon.
So it doesn't really work.
I know that I need to plan for next semester, but it causes me to worry about things not part of my life right now. Forces me away from the comfort I feel now.
I know change is coming, so I (like any rational person) just want the change to come so I can deal with it.
But it's still distant. And I am still torn.
I see what you're saying. You can always just forget you're leaving until 12 hours before. Save the panicking for later?
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Thank you for expressing exactly how I feel..this is so true! I try to soak up the experience but I know I'm leaving soon so it prevents me from doing so...dumb.
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